IF succes is getting to point where you want to kill yourself and you dont .. then i am close to failure....

well life has come to a point where we really have to fight to stay sane cos things arent looking so bright.. i mean workwise when all tht u do turns to shit and all the things tht u want to do are being done in front of u but not by u!!!

just to make a point ....lets keep a days journal and see what we have accomplished today...

well 7:00 am. woke up and started watching tv....

11:00 am. still on tv no shit.. no shower .. no shave... nuthing still existing in the same place at the same bed in the same clothes....

12:00 noon.... showered shaved shat.... still on tv though....

1:00 pm. left for work.. the fact tht i have nuthing to do at office and tht there will be nuthign to do there strangely doesnt bother me one bit!

6:00 pm. still here at office... getting so bored tht i write into my blog!!....