been quiet a while since i wrote!
so here goes nuthin..!
well i have been unemployed for the last 50 days or so.. of whihc i spent the first 10 preparing for the next 20 which i spent as what you could call as the best time of my life ever.. past present future put together...! i went on a 4000Km ride all over the south of india.. still have a lot of gound to cover .. but it will happen..
now i am back... its been 20 days .. the aches, the pain and the nostalgia has worn off. i am now coming to the realisation that life truely is ..
its boring.. its difficuilt.. and man!!!... it is a toughie...
the things you have to do not to get bored to death .. yours or someone elses!!!
this is the system i have deviced!..

1. Take a very complexly lyriced song...and type lyrics...then go online and verify if you got it right...
memorize it.. and then translate it literally to make absolutely no meaning... repeat..

2. Watch a movie... analize the living lights out of it.. twist it turn it drop it off a 20 foot bilding till it means the exact opposite of what it was intended to be...repeat..

3. Read a book... re write it from the twist as though u are writing it for the first time.. question every move.. what if.. why not..
throw ina few surprises of your own.. an then see what yu get out of it.... repeat..

4. write a blog.. repeat...

5. read the blog you just wrote..and finally .. repeat!

if this doesnt get you thro. then god save you...!.. cos i sure cant!

"We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered."

i hope we could actually live like this... where like naseeudin shah says in LXG we try not to let the ghosts of the past haunt us.. we just move on march forwad without letting incidents of the past decide our future.. could we ever be so carefree that we just concentrate all our efforts on the future and not worry about what happened or the consequences of our actions.. and that will truely be progress...

old enough to know whats right and young enough not to choose it!

"who is big enough to say that since we have come so far we shall go no further...."

today was one of the few days in my life wen i could actually enjopy the whole day doing what i do best....NUTHIN"! and then you reach aa point in the day when it just becomes impossible to do it anymore and that is when you start getting the feeling of guilt tht u are a worthless piece of **** with **** for brains.... this lasts for @ 5 minutes before you getup clean up and go out to do mor eof nuthing and somehow the guilt vanishes... its doing the same thing tht u did at home somewhere else and yet it feels like u have accomplished something more than ordinary!
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